1. Mubashra 10/24/2009 09:16:08 AM
this is the most idiotic website!!!!!!!!
2. Adi07/20/2006 12:04:47 PM
Hey Turtle. Thanks for explaining and sharing. I guess that even when you're better and life is treating you well, depression kinda stays something you have to live with and deal with for the rest of your life. I'm so sorry about the little kitty too. I'm typing this up with my cat on my lap, resting her chin on my wrist, her head hobbling up and down as I type, and I know how much you get to love these animals. I lost my 18 year old love-of-my-life cat last year, but it was something that was anticipated and I prepared myself for it months before already, so still not similar to your loss. It still broke my heart though, still cry thinking about it.
On another note: I'm so glad you are writing a blog again, a pity I only discovered it now. You are an excellent writer and a great member of the Lotus community. It's great reading.
3. Deb M07/18/2006 01:17:43 PM
Haven't been by your site in a while--just dropped in to see if there was anything new going on.
Sorry to hear about Marnie. It never gets easier. I have ten of my own. Knowing every single one of them will leave a big hole in my heart when they go doesn't stop us from loving them.
I must say, I miss your old cat pages.
(formerly Harleywench from the bratpage days)
4. ChangeWarrior (Deb)06/30/2006 10:23:13 AM
I'm so sorry for your pain.
Maybe there's nothing else to learn except that death happens and you now know you're strong enough to handle it when it does.
For what it's worth, you're one of the coolest people I know.
Anyone who's been through as much as you have, who has been able to overcome the darkest part of yourself...so worthy of admiration.
Here's a thought that's always kept me going through my dark moments...Today may be horrible; tomorrow's a fresh start.
Hang in there, man.
5. Karen06/29/2006 08:34:21 AM
I think you're right. And I'm sorry about your kitten. I find the loss of a pet, with its unconditional love, to be especially devastating.